Hopes up to high...

and there it goes again..the whole secondary school saga....just when i was hoping and praying, so darn freakin hard to not have any enemies in JC.....
whats the F***ing use of doin all you can to be nice to a few people eh??
end of the day, even a small thing that you do to make another person move on with her life, and mind you, with no intention at all of dissin the person, you'll end up bein the bad girl...
misunderstood again F***ing hell!!!

AND OH GOD I HATE THIS FEELING SO MUCH!!!!!
i've never wanted to bring myself to say this,
but at this juncture,
MY BLODDY LIFE SUX!!!
urgh....god, it hurts
but why don't you answer my prayers?
and why issit you keep wanting to teach me lessons in life till this extent??

how have i failed you??